ITHINKILOVEYOU?

When you said you'd be there "always",
i guess you didn't mean forever.
When you said "i love you..",
i guess you left out "..for now..".
When you said you cheated,
i guess you meant i wasn't good enough.
When you said "it was a mistake",
i guess you meant being with me.
When you said you promised to never hurt me again,
i guess you forgot the part where you left.

When i said i hate you,
i meant i love you.
When i said leave me the fuck alone,
i meant never leave my side.
When i said you were worthless,
i meant you were everything i wanted.
When i said you make me want to hide,
i meant you brought my heart back to life.
When i said i never wanted to talk to you again,
i meant your voice was the only one i wanted to ever hear.
When i said i you will never be the guy i like,
i meant you were the man i loved.
When i said your replaceable,
i meant i was the one who was worthless.
When i said, that you, Kevin Penton, will forever be my one and only,
that never will my lips crave anothers kiss,
never will my heart beat the same with someone else,
never will i feel alive again,
never will my body shiver in pleasure of ones touch,
never will my eyes light up in the presence of someone,
never will i stop crying myself to sleep, awaiting your return,]
never will i love anyone else,...
i meant it.