This Infection That You Are.

“Laying there I am alone.”
I sat in the corner
As the tears flowed from my eyes
And again I tell myself never.
Never again to fall for your lies.

“Surrounded by darkness never known”
My mind its deceives me.
It says it you shall be fine
But the emotions won’t let me by.
On the scale of pain, mine is a nine out of nine.

“I sense It coming I begin to rise”
In the middle of the darkness it rings
My phone it shines so bright
I know its you and your pitiful cries
But yet I get a sense of fright.

“I hear those screams, painful cries.”
I hear those words.
Every syllable that comes.
Every word is like its own little sword.
And all my hope just goes.

“I tense I tell myself that is not real.”
I’m sitting here and thinking.
Am I really like this, a girl with no personality.
I try to keep my confidence from sinking.
My friends tell me you’ve lost all sense of reality.

“How to react, how to feel”
I sit here, with no reaction.
I feel so numb.
But I feel no reason to take action
Yet I feel so dumb.

“I fear as my head starts to ache”
Those voices in my head are back.
They agree with your violent words
The words they drag me back into the dark.
And here I fade, back to the black.

“Now it begins I hallucinate.”
I see you there, waiting and watching.
The look in your eyes is one of pure satisfaction.
My friends, They want you. They’re on a mission hunting.
But its too late, I’ve already suffer from your infection.