Stabbed To The Heart

Suffocation drove me insane.
He doesn't even remember my name.
Looking around,
blinded by fate.
I look at myself,
realizing too late.
Crying alone,
how could this be?
Rolling around,
too hard to see.
Is this it,
whats left of me,
Left rotting away,
for eternity?

How did this happen,
I starved my self for him.
He tossed me aside
and caused more mayhem.
I was turned over and used,
how could he be so brave.
To look me in the eyes
and treat me like his slave?
I try to open my eyes,
but I already have.
I'm blinded in the dark,
Like I'm trapped in a grave.
I loved him too much,
to understand the truth.
Now I'm trapped in a cage,
he wasted my youth.

Inside my head,
regret feeling up my space.
Not because I was used,
that wasn't the case.
The fact that I still missed him,
gave me away.
Now I cant even look
at my own daring face.
Is this why
I gave it to him.
To sulk in the dark
under the crimps?

I see blood lurking,
to who does it belong to?
He's standing tall,
I'm still wondering who.
While walking away
he directs a glare at me.
How could he dare
to be so mean?
On his face,
I could see a little grin.
Then he turns,
walking away from me.

Not believing,
that this could be.
I get up with stabbing pain,
and run after him.
He turns around,
something silver in his hand.
That's when I knew
that this was the end.
Through my chest,
metal went.
This is a lesson,
that wont end well.

Hard floor rushing to my face,
like a wave on an ark.
I land in disgrace.
That's when it went dark.

Is this me,
laying on the ground?
Before my eyes,
I have been throw down like a hound.
Is this left of my worth,
for all I have done to start?
You left me on the ground,
stabbed to the heart.