Things I Cannot Bring Myself To Tell

If you still want to be, the old you and me, then why does it seem that you pretend?
Because I will tell you honestly, if you can’t see my misery, I want this friendship to end.

When you wanted to cry, I was right by your side, I was always there to defend.
We have been through a lot, or that’s what I thought, after all you are my close friend.

But when I wanted to cry, you stepped aside, did you really think it didn’t offend?
We once really mattered, but then our friendship shattered, and now it’s too hard to mend.

I thought it would pass, but when you spoke to me in class, you said that you didn’t care.
I thought you were moody, but you said it so rudely, that I couldn’t find myself to bear.

Now can you see, what you have done to me, or am I making it hard to understand?
I may sound like a bitch, but I really do wish, that I had all of this planned.

You may be puzzled, for my words are muzzled, but it’s not that hard to comprehend.
But if it’s that hard to see, than I believe you and me, have sadly come to an end.

I am tired of being ignored, like I make you feel bored, I am not some object in your command.
I know you are troubled, and that your problems have doubled, but it’s about time I make a stand.

It might be the secrets you’ve shared.
That has you a little scared.
But you know well that I wouldn’t tell.

If it’s our trust, that has begun to rust, then I guess I have no reason to stay.
Because I don’t want a friend, who would rather spend, all of her time away.

I hope as a true friend, that you would understand, because I would hate us to separate.
After everything we have been through, since primary too, we have really turned out to be close mates.

What you haven’t seen, has now come clean, even if you don’t find this fair.
I just want you to know, even if you don’t think so, your secrets are not mine to share.

After we had had our fun, you go back to making me the third one.
I am sorry to say this but if this continues, our friendship is the one that shall be gone.

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