Daddy (R.I.P.)

Daddy i love you,
Daddy i do,
But you never knew that did you.

You gave me life,
Then for ten years ignored the life,
Til you wanted to talk,
And wanted to learn.
Now as i think back tears the tears burn.

Cause Daddy i rejected your pleas,
For almost a year.

A lost year, I wish i had never done.

cause Daddy you gave me life,
Then for ten years ignored that life,
Then in the end took your own life.

With a year lost,
We talked for two.

Then you took some drugs,
And that October day took you.

I remember being so pissed you didn't call that week,
I was being so mean,
That i didn't talk to you that one last time.
Mom told me to call,
but i refused,
It will forever haunt me.

I remember all our talks ended with,
This will be easier when we meet face to face,
We never got that chance did we?
It will forever haunt me.

Daddy i love you,
Daddy i do,
But you never knew that did you.