Forever Apart...

Can't really listen to music; every song reminds me of you.
Can't think; every time i think of something,
I someone how relate it to you, and than think of you.
Can't even sleep; every time I dream, you're there.

Happy, smiling, cheering? No.
Depressed, broken, crushed, despair.
You were my other half.

You say you are grounded until the end of the year..
Others are telling you, "Tell her the truth."
Obviously, I couldn't make you happy.
No need to lie about it.

I didn't have to hide around you,
I actually came out of my shell.
You always thought my mistakes were cute.
Cute. Just like your smile.

I just feel like, I should stop thinking about it, you know, but I can't.
Your name is forever with me,
because it's carved into my fucking leg.
Along with 12 others marks that can never be erased.

Go on dear, live your life.
Be happy.
Be grateful that you are no longer with me.
But you know, I'll always be here, waiting.

I'll wait forever for you.
Forever will never be long enough for the two of us.
We both seek something different.
Something I can't give you.

Now that I think about it...
Depressed, broken, crushed, despair?
No, it's much more than that...