Praying for me tonight

Once again I'm feeling numb
I cannot think straight.
once again I'm feeling dumb
From the remaining scars
of all my perviouse old cuts.
I can't feel nothing.
and the scars they make things worse.
They remind me how the past is real
and how god wrote that verse
and how I geusse I was meant to always be hurt.
The only things that make me feel relieft
Besides my new written words.
Is the look within his eyes
because he makes me feel safe.
Knowing someone who truly loves,and cares, is out there praying for me tonight.