Goodbye, Malak
I love spending more time with you ,
But I'm sorry there are so much things to do.
These are the words which I rescue my self from you ,
To don't cry beside you and makes ya feeling bad too.
I was trying to make her happy in any way.
And make her dream come true in her special day .
When they told me it's the time to leave the hall,
Like they were building in front of me a great wall.
I realized , it's the time to say good bye ,
And I was trying to help my self to don't cry .
But I couldn't , there are pieces of my heart broken ,
And felt there are many words which was in my tip tong left unspoken.
My wish was: she don't stare at me and asking to see my eyes.
Because I'm sure she will see all the lies.
When she gave to me her bracelet and many stuff with her wedding card.
And said leave it with ya to remember these days even they are too hard.
She didn't know that the hard thing not in these days.
The hard thing going to be after these special days .
All what I could say ; I'm gonna remember it because it's unforgettable days.
And you know what word forget means to me ,even it makes me walk in a wrong way.
It's the first time she's expressed her feeling toward me and more .
And I've seen in her eyes every thing I couldn't see before.
18_11_2011 Friday 2:30p.m
But I'm sorry there are so much things to do.
These are the words which I rescue my self from you ,
To don't cry beside you and makes ya feeling bad too.
I was trying to make her happy in any way.
And make her dream come true in her special day .
When they told me it's the time to leave the hall,
Like they were building in front of me a great wall.
I realized , it's the time to say good bye ,
And I was trying to help my self to don't cry .
But I couldn't , there are pieces of my heart broken ,
And felt there are many words which was in my tip tong left unspoken.
My wish was: she don't stare at me and asking to see my eyes.
Because I'm sure she will see all the lies.
When she gave to me her bracelet and many stuff with her wedding card.
And said leave it with ya to remember these days even they are too hard.
She didn't know that the hard thing not in these days.
The hard thing going to be after these special days .
All what I could say ; I'm gonna remember it because it's unforgettable days.
And you know what word forget means to me ,even it makes me walk in a wrong way.
It's the first time she's expressed her feeling toward me and more .
And I've seen in her eyes every thing I couldn't see before.
18_11_2011 Friday 2:30p.m