I'd Be Lying...

I hope that when you're kissing her, you'll think of how it makes me feel
To know that you picked someone who you barely knew
Someone you felt that you had to date because her friends told you to.
Do you even want to be with her the way you claimed you wanted to be with me?

I hope that when you're looking into her eyes, you'll think of me
And all the times you held my body close to yours
And looked into my eyes with an unconditional amount of love and passion.
Do you even love her the same way you claimed you loved me?

I hope that when you're with her, you'll think of how it makes me feel
To know that you wanted so desperately to be with me
Yet, you did a complete 360 and chose her.
Do I even cross your mind once?

I'd be lying if I said that losing you was something I could handle
Because it completely broke me.
And it continues to do so
Because I know that I cant, and never will be able to compete with her.