I Honestly Want To

My mind is telling me to run away
while my heart is saying,
yelling just stay. Have some faith.

I love the way you make me laugh
I hate the way you make me cry
I love the way you hold me
I hate they way you push me away.

I want to be able to trust what
I see in your eyes again.

I want to trust
What I see when you look at me
What I feel when you kiss me
What I know when you talk to me
What I understand when you touch me.

I can't trust what I see
I've seen it before in you eyes.
I saw it while you left me
drowning in tears.

I want to trust that look in you eyes again
I Honstly Want To............