Drifting

Drifting back and forth between consiuosness and sleep thinking of you but kinda wondering if you still think of me or maybe those other girls you think i dont know about the ones you sit and talk to when im not around maybe one day youll figure out ive seen thru your lies but you have me so fooled and jaded as i sit in heartbreak but its better then hurting you even tho theres others most of which i probably dont know about i wonder if you know how bad it hurts me now ill drift into deep sleep and lose all thought ill be your fool for one more day itll hurt like hell ....... itll hurt more then you willl ever know but hey whatever if the pain is what it takes to keep you happy its worth my tears </3