"Just A Friend"

He never knew I liked him,
Even if i tried to make it obvious,
the weeks went on and on,
And i still dreamed of us.

I doodled his name and didn't say a thing,
And only my friends knew and i endlessly gushed,
My friends told me to tell him,
But i knew I would just end up crushed.

I still didn't tell him,
As the weeks progressed,
I started to like him more.
And then i started to become obsessed.

One day I decided it was enough,
It had to be done,
I had it all planned out,
But that day he was gone,

I finally did it with a simple note,
it could be the start or the end,
I asked him if he liked me,
He said "just as a friend"

I was right i ended up crushed but i wasn't willing to show it,
So I started to write back to him with the pen,
"Ha, that's good"
"Because I like your best friend."