Out of reach

Feeling so out of sight
You feel so far away
Like you can never see me fight
You alway walk away

Can you not see the struggle
The pain behind me eyes
I feel like something ugly
Something that you despise

I can not lie to me no more
It's hard to make excuses
I know you hate me from the core
So I'm the one who loses?

It's hard to watch you walk away
Without a glance behind you
Who knew that friends can turn this way
Please, I don't want to lose you!

I've trusted you with all I am
But you trusted me with nothing
I gave you everything I have
Now all I have is nothing

So when did this whole thing begin?

When did you start to hate me
Was all this just a fable
Since being around me
make you so uncomfortable

I'm sorry if I did you wrong
I swear I didn't meant it
So I will just replay this song
And look for ways to heal it