My everyday

As I’m sitting in this classroom

My mind is split apart

The panels underneath my feet

Fall to earth’s heart

I’m gripping onto my desk

From all the guilt

The burning pain

I deserve where I’m headed

Yet I’m trying to hold on

As everything collapses

And everything is gone

I think it’s just a test

To see if I can live on

‘Cause I know I’m not in heaven

Though I am in atmosphere

I can fell god’s hands

Cut my angel wings

As I’m climbing to the gates

I hear the last clip from the shearing

The last feather drops

A shriek is echoed out

I awoke from my death

Hoping for hell

But he put me back here