Done Trying.

I'm done trying.
Done playing perfect.
Done painting on emotions.
Done faking smiles.
Done trying.
Where are the pills when i need them.
Wheres the vodka or the gin when i bleed for them.
They say we learn from our mistakes, but i haven't learned one fucking thing.
Well maybe thats a lie.
I have learned that you should never get close to people.
They just end up leaving or hurting you in the end.
They try to get into your head and make you believe the words no one should have said.
No.
Just scream no.
They shouldnt have the right to do what they do. No one should be able to do it.
Its just not right.
Not at all.