Life Is Tough

I think of all the times of fun
Remembering them like an old re-run
If only one I'd stopped to think
I would have them down in ink

Now my life is hard and sad
I do not remember what's good or bad
I look at everyone I hurt
Knowing I treated them like dirt

If we are meant to live then die
What is wrong with suicide
I have now been very depressed
This is no longer just a test

I know that you have loved me so
There is not a place to go
If I could go away somewhere
Where I would be now is there