Lost Darkness

Ive broken,
And shattered all thats lost,
But not given up my hope ,
For yet a new day is to come,

My arms are shaking,
My legs are in shock of the noise
My heart has stopped in the silence
The darkness has overcome me,

But still in all temptation
I do not give in,
I fight for the lies to leave
And for my heart to renew.

I try to picture the light
But ive been broken for so long
My tragic yet satisfying need to leave
Is fading with a fatigue of light

For nothing can harm me
I am already harmed within my soul
and binding with the blood of sacrifice
could this be true? Or is it a Lie
Of the Lost darkness inside.

Have you felt the pain of losing
Shattering,Breaking, and glistening
within a glass filled soul
Breaking the outer core of your happiness
and it all just fades

Because you know what could have been
but all of that is shit now
Nobody understands or feels your pain
Your the only one who has witnessed all tragedy