I Feel So Close To You Right Now, It's a Force Feel.

He fashioned a noose out of a length of barbed wire and gave it to me as a gift. We took a drive out to the place where the sunset met the earth just so he could see how it looked on me. “It fits nicely”, he said and pulled me down from the sky and kissed me tenderly. When the night had begun we got back in the car and drove about 20 miles out of town along a winding mountain road. I took a turn too fast, and slammed the car into a tall strong tree. Dazed, euphoric, barely conscious, we unbuckled our seatbelts and tried to get our bearings. Blood was streaming from my forehead. There was a lightning storm in my ribcage and I could feel the broken bones. Our blood was smeared across the windshield, mixed together. So he helped me up and we fingerpainted big letters that spelled out "fuck you" across the windshield of the car. Laughing. Breathing. He kissed me on my ribcage and told me that he loved me more than anything.