I Don't Want to Say Goodbye

How does it feel when you know I’m crying every night?
What goes through your mind when I tell you I’m broken?
Where are you when I need you the most?
When is the right time for you start caring?
Why are you ignoring me as if I don’t exist?

It feels like we were never friends,
It feels like you never really cared.
I can’t wait for this day to come anymore,
The feeling inside my heart as disappeared.

I use to look at you with a smile on my face,
But now my smile has faded away.
I loved the way you sat next to me,
But now all it seems to do is drive us farther apart.
When you looked into my eyes and smiled my heart would skip a beat,
But now my heart feels nothing as if I never loved you.

I don’t want these feelings for you to disappear from my heart.
I don’t want our memories to mean nothing to me anymore.
I don’t want to lose my love for you while I’m still breathing.