Im trying

These tears they burn
like acid sinking into my eyes,
Looking back at all my past
i never noticed how much i despise,
The stupid things i couldnt
take back and the things i didnt do,
Not only couldve saved me
but they couldve saved you,
I try hard to satisfy you
and try hard to make you see
But im not the little innocent
girl that i come off to be,
I cut and cry and cry and cut
but i dont know what to do,
So i think i'll just run and hide
not like i have anything to loose,
Or ill sit here in my tears
and drown in my sorrows,
Cause just for once
i dont wanna feel borrowed...I