The Girl With the Crimson Hair

My heart aches I don't understand,
I only just started talking.
Just a good conversation,
Then I started thinking.

It was just on the computer,
It wasn't anything special.
All i did was talk,
On a god damn computer.

I saw her pictures,
I saw her smile.
I just can't but think about her,
And her gorgeous face.

Maybe I'm being Childish,
And she lives so far away.
But I feel like I will see her,
She is just like a magnet, pulling me in.

With Her crimson hair,
Her button shaped nose.
The cheeks that rose when she smiled,
And her eyes so endearing.

"I just wanted to hold her I said."
She told stories about her past to me.
I felt sad, and somehow I knew how she felt,
Failures of love, causing a darkened heart.

She would lighten a room with her smiles,
So many before me might not have known.
She is someone that deserves to be treated right,
But all to none some haven't understood.

Promises Broken, Lies have been told,
I have experienced it before.
I still am unfamiliar with her pain,
Of its repetition.

I am afraid of what I would do,
I only want to make her happy,
But that's what they said before me.
But I know I'm never gonna be like them.

I keep saying to myself,
"I'm not being childish".
But Is that what she sees,
I have no idea, then I sigh.

I know I don't love her,
I haven't known her that long,,
But still, Its just hard not to think of her,
She is someone I want to be with.

If not forever,
I wouldn't mind a little while.
So I can learn about her,
So she can learn about me.

I have had times of impatience,
But I can't help it.
What do you expect of me,
When my heart wants a Queen.

Some have failed me,
Some have crushed me.
They never understood who I am,
But for some reason, I feel that this one might.

With her endearing eyes looking stronger,
Her cheeks glowing pink when she would smile.
The cute button shaped nose that she hated,
and her shining Crimson hair.