Thinking

There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of the future,
Mostly with her and my sister.
Days come and go and what do I do?
I put on a fake smile,
I've been told love hurts and love sucks,
But maybe it's worth it.
These are the things I think about,
Will she love me?
Will she still be my friend if she doesn't love me?
What will happen when I tell her?