Lost

There's no gleam
In his eyes
There's no hope
For our future
There's only lust
In his touch
And there's no love
In my heart

I wish I saw you
When I look at him
I wish I felt you
When he holds me
Even the smell of his cologne
Makes me sick

You were the gleam
In my eyes
You were my hope
For my future
And you were the reason
For my life

But we were forced
To be apart
When I look for you
Hoping to see my love
You're not there

Maybe someday
You'll come find me
And I'll stop spinning
Out of control
Maybe then
I'll stop being so lost