Pain

Self-inflicted pain is hardly even that
It can come in many forms
Cutting, piercing, drugging, and tats
It makes you feel good, no matter the terms.

It can make you head spin, make you feel good
Make you feel the way that you should
It can make you bleed, it could leave scars
The same feeling can be received at bars.

The options are easy, they're fake
Why should I suffer when im awake?
Why should I feel this lonely inside?
Why should I be left behind?

For Pete's sake
Why do I have to wake
From a world where im on top
When reality hits, my heart wants to stop.

But I have to live this lie
Even though I just want to die
THE SHOW MUST GO ON!