Suicide Sonds Easy.

I have no clue why i'm in this state of mind.
Every little thing upsets me.
At first i didint want to be alone, but that was when i wanted to live.
Now i just want no one near me.
I really never thought of suicide, but here i am.
Always questioning if people will miss me when i leave this fucked up world.
Right now i really dont care if they give a shit.
I dont want to be here.
No one has time to really listen.
To many lies. To much pain. I cant take it.
I really dont have time to handle it in a healthy way.
Even when i think of the people i care deeply about. They couldnt save me from these thoughts.
I'm not sure if i'd want them to.
To many things go wrong.
I dont have the will power to make them right. I dont really like it.
They say dont end up like your dad, but i think he had the right idea.
Just get out when you can.
Its easy.