When Life Blinks: Part 3

I don't know who my friends are and who aren't
My life is always a puzzle of mathematical equations
I can never think of what to do that is right
I want to go somewhere that I can just think it through
But I don't want to go to some mental institution
Where I don't have to worry about losing myself
Into depression
I don't want to go back to how I was
When I was in that deep dark emotion roller coaster
And do nothing but cry and mope around all day
And wish there was something better than this life
Cause wishing for rainbows and unicorns
Isn't going to happen, infact I'd rather it not
I don't want a happy sappy no drama life
I at least want conflict