Addiction
You’re in my head, you’re in my dreams. You are my angel..... I reach out to you and you reach out to me. But I can’t reach out into the space between. You vanish away I can’t see your face. I wake with a cry because you’re no longer in my face. How did I get into this unfamiliar place? I can’t stop thinking of you. I see you, I hear you, and sometimes I think you’re right there in front of me. I see you in my dreams, I hear you everywhere I think of you uncontrollably sometimes you see me stare. I love you but I don’t know if you love me. Sometimes at the thought of you asking me, makes me forget to breathe. You’re the one that makes me melt under your hot smile. You’re like the wall that makes it look like nothing can blow it down. But you can’t see me. I’m invisible. I’m right there in your life but you see me as if I don’t exist. You’re my addiction. The only thing I’m addicted to is to you. You are my coffee that keeps me going late at night. You are my Tylenol that takes my headaches away. You are my chocolate the one thing I really need for comfort. I wish you could be my pillow. The thing I can cry into or scream its softness, just like your softness. You are everything to me but I can’t find you because you’re not looking for me.
I wish you can see you the way I see you. You are the one that eases the pain away. You are the person that makes me smile when I want to cry. You wipe away the tears when they stream down my face. You calm me down when I feel like I want to do nothing but destroy. Please see me. If you know how I felt (if only my father knew how I felt) I just want to be noticed, not by someone else but by you. I want you to be the one who sees me. Most people say they don’t like you; you make fights out of the stupidest things with people. You choose not to work when you are one of the smartest people I know. But I don’t care about that. I see the love in your smile, the shine in your eyes. The glowing of your happiness and I see you in awe. If I could choose one word for you it would be flawless. You may not be the most graceful person but you are the graceful to me. You are the person that I can’t live without seeing. You are my addiction.
I hate you but I love you, I have to let you go, even though you keep me going no matter heat rain or snow. Please find me. I need you. I melt away like the butter on a heated pan. You make me feel like flowing water...Unstoppable. I have to pull away no matter how hard the attraction. It’s like a magnet, the opposites have to attract. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. But you’re like a cigarette. One puff and you’re addicted. You can’t stop loving it and you need it every second. You’re love are like weeds. They grow and don’t stop spreading around the yard until the grass is choked by them. I gotta let you go. I must. Or else I might get stuck in your dream and might never want to wake up.
I wish you can see you the way I see you. You are the one that eases the pain away. You are the person that makes me smile when I want to cry. You wipe away the tears when they stream down my face. You calm me down when I feel like I want to do nothing but destroy. Please see me. If you know how I felt (if only my father knew how I felt) I just want to be noticed, not by someone else but by you. I want you to be the one who sees me. Most people say they don’t like you; you make fights out of the stupidest things with people. You choose not to work when you are one of the smartest people I know. But I don’t care about that. I see the love in your smile, the shine in your eyes. The glowing of your happiness and I see you in awe. If I could choose one word for you it would be flawless. You may not be the most graceful person but you are the graceful to me. You are the person that I can’t live without seeing. You are my addiction.
I hate you but I love you, I have to let you go, even though you keep me going no matter heat rain or snow. Please find me. I need you. I melt away like the butter on a heated pan. You make me feel like flowing water...Unstoppable. I have to pull away no matter how hard the attraction. It’s like a magnet, the opposites have to attract. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. But you’re like a cigarette. One puff and you’re addicted. You can’t stop loving it and you need it every second. You’re love are like weeds. They grow and don’t stop spreading around the yard until the grass is choked by them. I gotta let you go. I must. Or else I might get stuck in your dream and might never want to wake up.