Addiction

Have you ever felt like life's a game of duck duck goose?
You chase after that feeling from whatever you choose,
How about life being like the flip of a coin?
Heads you win, tails you're going to lose,
I've felt like this for years years,
Simply because I drank way too many beers.
Them beers turned into weed, meth, coke and pills,
I tore up my body for some stupid ass thrills.
I've ruined relationships, friendships and more,
Some have come back, some wont reopen the door.
I know if I go back I'm putting my neck in a noose,
I'm a recovering alchy and addict, and I'm on the loose.