Complicated Love

I don’t hate you but I don’t like you.
Im not sure if I love you
You make me feel ashamed to be me
I cant stand how you make me feel
You annoy me all the time
Your Evil Minded
Your Cold hearted
You hurt me in all words
Some days your passionate side comes out
Yet the Venom in your voice hasn’t made me cry.
My feelings haven’t changed yet
When your lips move
My heart skips a beat
Yet you disgust me
How could you be so heartless
But the moments we shared
Were not so dreadful
You always find away to offend me
The ways you put me on the spot just to embarrass me
Its not the type of love you see in romance movies or in stories
Its complicated
Yet my heart is not easy to completely break
The Shell protects me
Its be shattered many times but your smile
Only your Smile repairs me automatically
Even though we will never be
My feelings will remain the same for you
Only You