LoveHateLoveHate

LoveHateLoveHate
Not enough love.
They say hate is such a strong word.
Then why do I feel it if I don’t really mean it.
Well I know I do.
Why don’t they believe it.
I don’t ask.
Running Away.
I went to the bathroom.
No where elets.
The middle of no where.
Where in the hell would I go.
Out of staff super vison.
Off mission.
Fuck up.
Once again I did something they disaprove of.
So sick.
I’m sick of this stupid shit.
Just end it now.
Long-Term.
Where I guess I belong.
Say good-bye to my home. Friends. Girlfriend.
Writing. I will write to them.
Not the same.
Not even close.
Fuck.