Don't Let Me Slip Away

I learned to live half alive,
And now you want me one more time.
I’m sorry but I can’t give another shot.
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse
It may see that I hate you,
It may see I no longer what you in my life,
But your assumptions will always be wrong of me.
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There is thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
I don’t want to hurt you anymore,
But you’ve hurt me more than you can imagine.
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
We didn’t share our night in romance,
But in friendship we did,
And your just letting them run away from you.
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
But I can’t because I have too much pain coursing through my veins.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
I lost you,
I may regret,
But I don’t.
It just hurts.
Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well it's hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
But crying shows you my weakness…
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad world, mad world
If I die,
I won’t be a bother to anyone any longer.
That seems right.
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
And its so true when you love to make people hate me.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
You just let me slip away,
And like that,
I’m gone.
It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
This thing,
Its bullshit,
Its WWIII.
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
And now I’ll say my final goodbye.
I can’t take long strokes of depression.
Of loneliness.
Oh please just take the knife and stab it in me.
I’ll bring the words of what I once I said before,
“Silly billy, you’re my best friend…”