You'll Never Know

What I am,
I know you know.
What you do,
I don't understand.
The way you pull me under.
The way you push me down.
I can't help being me,
but you can help being mean.
I need concern, some sympathy.
You need clothes, material things.
I cry my eyes out daily,
You own your throne and laugh.
I say nothing,
but you say the hate.

But your luckiness shines like the sun,
To your friends, you are number one.
They say friendship is the most important thing in the world,
But to me, I will never know.
And how I feel, you will never know.