Reality is nothing but a Fantasy part II to Prayers of Fear

I wasn't able to over come my prayers of fear.
But still he seen the depression in my tears.
How I long for someone to love me just the way I am.
I want my true love to come quickly before I'm emotional damned.
 
A dizzy sight rush inside of my mind has I was sleeping that night.
I saw a room of dark brownish paints, some beautiful artwork on the walls.
I've also seen lit candles and with a fire place that seem to lit as well.
I've seen silk scarlet colors on the bed I've dream.
 
Something or some one breath down my neck from behind me.
I've turned around to see the person whose trying to surprise me.
But shock to see a man standing in front of me.
I can remember his description as if it was yesterday.
 
Tall at least 5'5.
Handsome.
Sky Blue Eyes.
Medium Black Hair.
Fairly Muscular. (Skinny)
Tan like skin tone with smooth skin.
 
He spoken to me has if he knew who I was
Or at least to his knowledge...know each other.
Kisses me and the way that'll swept me completely off of my feet.
He seems so eager to wanting to get to know a lot more.
 
But I woke up from my sleep and I realize.
My reality is nothing but a fantasy