Survivorman

It feels like I'm the only man on Earth
When the cold comes and my teeth start shaking
When I feel like I just need someone laying by my side
But all there are is blankets
And shadows, and dreams

When my stomach churns
When my head hurts
And I can barely move
My eyes blur
And I'm so tired that it feels like I'm wasted
But my eyes are burning and I can't seem to keep them shut
Maybe I'll lay and suffer
Or maybe I'll go outside and smoke one more cig in the freezing air
Sometimes, this is when I ask the question
"Why am I still here?" And I wonder

Not living,
Just praying for two things
Either
Sleep
Or
Death