I can Feel it in my Heart

I can feel it in my heart,
That I'm slowly fading
I should of been gone along time ago.
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I don't know why I'm still praying.
That soon things would get better.

I hate waking up every day
I just want to sleep my life away
I can feel it inside my heart
that no one really does care.
cause half of them don't even know that I'm here.

I hate breathing, each breath it hurts.
I still don't know why I still write or speak any words.
They don't mean anything, nothing at all.
I still don't know why I stay standing tall.
I still don't know how long it be until I fall.

I can feel it in my heart.
that I was meant to die by suicide.
I can feel it in my heart.
That no one really notices or gives a damn rather or not I'm alive.
I don't know why I still try to figure out whats wrong with me inside.
I'm so fed up with spending my life alone every day and night
With no one by my side.

I don't know why I still try.
Maybe I should just give up
Maybe I should just say enough is enough