Don't Hesitate

If I died today,
Would the sun still rise tomorrow?
Would the skies be gray,
And filled with sorrow?
Or would it be bright?
Would anyone even know?
This isn't right,
It's not what I want to show.
All I want is to smile.
Enjoy my life,
If only for a little while.
I reach for a knife,
Press it to my skin.
Why can't you appreciate,
The cuts, so thin?
Don't hesitate.
Dig deeper.
Bleed away the pain.
Don't hesitate.
Rip it open.
Pour out the pain.
Don't hesitate.