The Truth

my hands are quivering
quivering out of control

im lost in this world
a world of make believe

i need to find myself
to find myself inside this monster

i lost all control
the control i never had

iv fallen under
under the realms
of make believe

im unable to speak
to speak these shameful words

i lay beneath
beneath these lies

what is the truth?
the truth that haunts me
terribly

my life has passed
passed right through my eyes

this is the truth
and you cant handle it

the truth is.....
im already dead