Perfection

this isn't perfect
perfection has never really existed
so why look for something you will never find
why kill yourself with this infection
why live your life in this direction
i wont give up on you
and ill show you what this will do
ill speed up its process
by living it everyday
and i wont go astray
once it gets worse you'll start to notice
but i'll deny it and say i look as pretty as a lotus
you'll begin to grow fear
just as i did for you
and then it will be clear
that this will kill me before it kills you