8 AM Final

my last final was today at 8 am
i woke up at 1:22 pm exactly
after passing out b/w 6 and 7

i managed to take my final somehow
i was still trashed b/w 1:30 and 2
but i did it because
i had to, like so
many other
things

things are strange
things are weird
things are twisted
but the undeniable
truth about most
of these things
is that they
suck

i am ashamed
was it worth it?

it's funny
the way i feel about hangovers
is exactly the way i feel about you

and i'm just so angry
i'm just so sad

people came, now people are leaving
you came and i just pushed you away
i'm still sitting here on my bed
and i have to get the fuck out
but i don't know
if i can

i don't
even
know
where
to start