Escape
it's official, this hangover day was the worst i've felt in a very long time
which is saying something
pacing around in my driveway
cig just burning in my mouth
listening to the
pursuit of
happiness
and thinking
amen
i have no energy
nothing
drinking water
straight from the tap
cause i'm too sick to
wash out a cup
just pacing like an animal in a cage
watching the clouds fly by
and the stars slowly
drifting
crawling across the sky
on this very warm
december night
and i think that
i can see the
surface of
mars
about a year ago, do you remember
when we laid 15 feet from where this
animal is
standing
?
i do
4 months ago, do you remember
when i used to walk around
naked in the kitchen
just to see you smile
?
i do
there are too many memories to run away from
and i have no energy to even crawl
fuck this
i just keep myself awake
to feel like absolute shit
to ask myself why
am i thinking
of you when
it hurts so
much
maybe i simply can't stop
maybe i don't want to stop
i just keep myself awake
to lay in my bed, staring
at pictures of beautiful
girls, not even wanting
to jerk off
fuck
this
there is no
escape
and i feel like i'm going to
fucking
explode
ijustwantthistobeover
which is saying something
pacing around in my driveway
cig just burning in my mouth
listening to the
pursuit of
happiness
and thinking
amen
i have no energy
nothing
drinking water
straight from the tap
cause i'm too sick to
wash out a cup
just pacing like an animal in a cage
watching the clouds fly by
and the stars slowly
drifting
crawling across the sky
on this very warm
december night
and i think that
i can see the
surface of
mars
about a year ago, do you remember
when we laid 15 feet from where this
animal is
standing
?
i do
4 months ago, do you remember
when i used to walk around
naked in the kitchen
just to see you smile
?
i do
there are too many memories to run away from
and i have no energy to even crawl
fuck this
i just keep myself awake
to feel like absolute shit
to ask myself why
am i thinking
of you when
it hurts so
much
maybe i simply can't stop
maybe i don't want to stop
i just keep myself awake
to lay in my bed, staring
at pictures of beautiful
girls, not even wanting
to jerk off
fuck
this
there is no
escape
and i feel like i'm going to
fucking
explode
ijustwantthistobeover