Silent Treatment

i hate feeling used.
but, since its you.
I'll just go along with it.
I'll have to learn.
you're not one for small talk.
but, flattery.
i need a plan.
and you need a break.
if what you're doing helps.
then go ahead.

but, its fine.
you'll never understand how i work.
and personally.
i don't think you care.
at least, we get the job done.
you're such a bragger.

i never get a turn.
always holding you down from the force.
of the mockery of sin you make.
that room's filled with useless profanity.
well, i can feel it in me.
am i something you just don't need?

but, its fine.
you'll never understand how i work.
and personally.
i don't think you care.
at least, we get the job done.
you're such a bragger.

at least, now you know.
where you stand with me.
this is my meditation.
such petite lips.
so swollen and red.
i hate your silent treatment.
and i cant breathe.