Outside , Inside, Sunset , Lies

im not really smiling
because inside im dying
my whole world dissolved
the day i saw you crying

im not really crying
because inside in smiling
my eyes were burning
the day the lights went out

im not really grieving
because now im breathing
it was the strangest feeling
the day you held my hand

its funny that the day i died
was the day i felt most alive
the day i look into your eyes
burning bright like fire flies

my raging heartbeat deep inside
told me there was no truth to find
i see the outline of your lies
like silhouettes on sunset skies

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