Chemical Lust

you did nothing wrong my dear
just pour the poison in my glass
i'm sure it'll be bitter, yet sugary sweet
like the truths you've forced me to eat.

i should drink the perfection.
i should keep my mouth shut,
and should i live to see myself die?
i will know that it's all been a lie.

as i lay twitching on the floor
i'm sure you'll tell them your heart is sore
that you will miss me when i'm gone
that you had loved me all along.

you did nothing wrong my dear
but nothing right i fear

just poor the poison in my glass
i'll be free, somewhat at last

i'm sure it'll be bitter yet sugary sweet
i'll make sure to visit after being under six feet.

like the truths you've forced me to eat
can you hear my last heartbeat?