Depressed

I feeel numb
Inside I feel dead
I can hardly catch my breath
Nothing but suicidal thoughts going through out my head.

I keep playing what if's
What if I were to slit my wrists
over and over again
Who would find me...
How will they react
would they even care
Or will they smile knowing tommorow I won't be there.

I keep wanting to grab that knife
and slit my throat
I just want to hang my self from that rope
I just want to let my self go
I don't want to hang on
But how do I do this kind of thing to the ones I love?

I'm stuck

I'm trapped

I'm hurt
I'm sick

I'm Depressed....