Breaking Down

Breaking down
so close now
not sure were to go
to hide from this life
to end this pain
and take my life
nothing left to give
broken beyond repair
all alone
surrounded by friends
yet not enough
to keep me alive
one cut at a time
deeper and deeper
the blood flowing now
i crack a smile
i feel alive
tears start to come
as i realize
im ending my life
and dont have a reason to stop
to call for help
to let it be known
the next time im alone
the blood will flow
my life will fade
ill be gone, dead