Never For Me.

I'm invisible. I see nothing. I see everything. I see all.
I'm not here. Never was. Never will be. I am gone.
You don't notice. You never do. Never did.
Now I can't say anything. I can't smile. I can't hide.

I can't figure. I can't think. I can't do anything. Damn me.
Why do I wait? Why do I sabotage? Why do I never act?
Why must I observe all? Why can't you see?
Because you're blind. You're all blind.

Fuck you. I love you. I hate you. I can't feel anything.
Nothing. I will feel nothing. My feelings irrational.
My feelings obsolete. My feelings gone.
Because of me.

Fuck me. I hate me. I don't feel anything close to love.
Not for me. Never for me.