The life I dream about...

The life I dreamed about…
Is not anymore, it wont ever be
I feel dead from the inside
Do I depend on you?
Do I love you for real?

I don’t know why
I don’t know how
And I don’t really want to know
I’ll be better pretending I’m ok
Like every single day

Every time someone asks me “how are you?”
I’ll just say I’m fine and look away
Every time some one calls me
It’ll remember me of you

I can’t come back to life knowing
You will never come with me
Loving someone who is so far away
Is harder than it seems
It’s harder than everything

Love is complicated
But somehow is the base of our lives
And will always be
Do you want to know what’s even harder than that?
Accepting the fact, that those eyes
Will never be as close from me
As I want them to be