Without you.

I'm rather sadistic
Probably a bit obscene
I'm a walking contradiction
I'm not perfect.
But neither are you
You lied to me
Over and Over
Day after Day
I was being true
I promised you i would never lie
To you

You said you would be there to catch me when i fall
But where are you now?
Your gone

I keep lying to myself
That I'm okay without you
That i am better off without you
That I'm happy without you
But after awhile the lies give way to
Tears
That i can't shed.

They say your not worth it
I say it too
But i know you are
I just wont admit it.