Numb
I feel so numb like nothing can affect me
I feel dead inside
I forget what it's like to be alive
I cause pain on my self to feel alive
I look down my pillow is red
I still feel nothing
I cut a little deeper
I watch the crimson liquid flow out
I make some more cuts
I feel the sadness leaving me
I lay there and close my eyes
I bleed out the pain and sadness
I feel numb no more
I feel dead inside
I forget what it's like to be alive
I cause pain on my self to feel alive
I look down my pillow is red
I still feel nothing
I cut a little deeper
I watch the crimson liquid flow out
I make some more cuts
I feel the sadness leaving me
I lay there and close my eyes
I bleed out the pain and sadness
I feel numb no more