Backfired Happiness

Afraid to take the leap of faith
When it has failed to catch you before
Raised your hopes high above your head
To come crashing down hard and heavy
Hit the ground right on the face
Those memories time won't erase
All the pain and endless torture
Now twisting in agony as you try to endure
All you can think is this what you deserve
For dreaming you could stay happy
Remembering all the joy you felt
Should've known it wouldn't last